for being so small, and that´s part of who you are and you will always be. You begin to realize that in some aspects you stand out but your small inner voice is relentless and self-demanding and that, in addition to what some people will say to you, will make you doubt yourself. It is actually not so bad that you doubt you, because this will make you spend the next few years working and working harder to be a better version of yourself every day, and that will take you far. Although, thankfully there will come a time when you will start to speak a little better to yourself (I’m still working on that) and you will achieve a better balance between being self-demanding but at the same time valuing your successes. This change will happen gradually, so you might still suffer a little bit in between.
Your family right now is your number one priority, it is what you care about the most in the world, and that´s a big thing you will hold on to. Summers in Cobisa (Small town in Toledo) in a house of 100m where you live together with 20 people, with a single bathroom, they will make you see that it does not take much to be happy. Than a bocadillo made of pepper and Spanish omelette, a red sunset or going out with the bicycle when it is still cold in Toledo (cold would be 20 degrees in summer) or simply being with your family in a car while listening to The Velvet Underground, Bob Dylan, Janis Joplin, Edith Piaf, Lluis Llac or Luis Eduardo Aute, that´s all that matters. In fact, the thing you enjoy the most is to be in your car, looking through the car window and see the different landscapes of Europe, while knowing that everything you want and need is in that same car.